Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Another sunny place, I’m lucky, I know. But I wanna go home.

Well. I've been on a roll. I know its been a while. I can't say I haven't tried though. I've written out and eventually deleted many a post since the last one. But I'm unsure of how to recover from that. I wish I could write a post all about how since that day things have only gotten better, and I'm back to loving every bit of life, and that I'm on cloud nine. But alas, I am not. Things got a little bit more rough. But isn't that how life goes? It's gotta get worse before it can get better? Well I'm ready... and waiting...
This semester is almost over, my last final is tomorrow. (thank goodness) And then I get to go home. I get to hug my mom, kiss my dad, laugh with my sisters, catch up with old friends, and eat more good food then I can even mention. Something I've been needing a lot of. Its not that I don't have friends here (I have a few good ones, and they know who they are) or a family (I live with an amazing family. Something I could not have chosen better) and Jersey does have its good eats, but theres just something about the originals.
I've been here a year now, (it was actually before my last post but apparently I was a bit preoccupied and forgot to mention it) A lot of crazy things have happened it that year, I moved out here dating someone I thought I would never say goodbye to, now I have no idea where he is. I had a solid idea of a future career that I've changed to something not entirely too different but different none the less.
Its been a good year. I am happy. I'm so glad that I made the decision to move out here, regardless of the underlying motivations. And I know I'll love it more after a few days needed at home. I'll be ready to come back and conquer it all over again.
So heres to rolling with the punches, and knowing that this too shall pass.

Summer is almost here, and if you know anything about me, its that I thrive so much more in warm weather.